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Losing my passion for creation-is this the end?

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  Losing My Passion for Creating: A Reflection on Six Years of Defending Michael Jackson   For the past almost six years, I have poured my heart and soul into defending my Michael and helping others see the truth about the man behind the music. It started as a passion project, a way to counteract the misinformation and hate that has surrounded his legacy for too long. I created a podcast called the *MD Love Podcast*, where I’ve delved into the nuances of his life, his artistry, and the unjust treatment he received. I’ve hosted YouTube shows, crafted engaging posts on Instagram, and, of course, maintained this blog as a space for deeper reflection.   But now, after years of relentless dedication, I find myself facing a truth that’s hard to admit: I’m losing my passion for creating.   When I first embarked on this journey, (2019) my motivation was simple—love. Love for Michael Jackson, love for his music, and love for the truth. I wanted to share his story with the world, to

Just because you see it on a TV screen

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  --- Today I watched the movie The Matrix for the first time. A film that was very entertaining. mainly because it sparked an exciting idea. and of course i had to share it with you .   the movie delves into the very essence of reality itself.  As Neo faced the choice between the blue pill and the red pill, I found myself drawn into a world where perception and truth intertwine. The blue pill, a symbol of comfort and ignorance, promises to maintain the status quo, while the red pill offers the unsettling truth, exposing the illusions of reality. This dichotomy struck a chord with me, prompting reflections on the nature of perception and the power it holds over our understanding of the world. In parallel, I couldn't help but think about Michael's death hoax, an event that shook the foundations of believers around the world.   The media frenzy that ensued highlighted the extent to which our perception of truth can be manipulated, distorted, and ultimately shattered. Michael a

why is it so important to support our michael?

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  As I sit here, reflecting on the legacy of Michael I am reminded of the profound impact he had not only on the world of music and entertainment but on the hearts and minds of millions around the globe. To be a supportive, loving fan of Michael Jackson is not merely an act of admiration for his unparalleled talent, but a recognition of the enduring messages of love, unity, and resilience that he embodied throughout his life. Let me take you on a journey through the reasons why being a supportive, loving fan of Michael is not just important, but essential    First and foremost, Michael Jackson is a visionary artist whose music transcended boundaries of culture, language, and geography. His melodies have the power to transport us to different realms, evoking a myriad of emotions that resonate deep within our souls. From the infectious rhythms of "Billie Jean" to the heartfelt balladry of "Man in the Mirror," his songs are timeless anthems that speak to the univer

A ( personal) letter for Michael Joe Jackson

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  My dear Michael  How are you today? how have you been since That day, fourteen years ago?  you know, every year we tell you how we feel about not having you here with us the way we wish to have you here. we tell you how much we miss you what exactly we miss about you. we try our best to fill that hole with beautiful loving words. I wish we could give you more than words.  we do that all day everyday, we really don't need a special day.  that's for the ones who needs a reminder to why you are so loved.  we know why. 24/7 we know. Today I am curious about how you felt that day. and since that day. were you scared? were you relieved?  were you excited, happy, sad? all the above?  Do you miss us? I'm sure you do, but do you miss us as much as we miss you? you can't say "I miss you more" that's just simply not possible.  do you think of us daily, or are you more focused on your dreams and goals?  are you writing letters to all of us that only you can read? (

This Is It- June 25th 2023

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 ___THIS IS IT___ This amusement park  is big and wide it is most of the time  a fun ride i can't say i liked all it had to offer although I had lots of fun,   trust me I did not suffer. Now my day of fun is coming to an end I loved this place,  it became my friend. you see, I came here for a purpose  I wanted to believe in magic to learn how dreams come true I often dream of you  I threw some coins  in the wishing well  I made my wish  and rang the bell so now I wait to see   what happens with it all  will you suddenly rise  or are we all going to fall this feels like an end should I get back with my friend? or perhaps it is a start  of a new story  filled with Triumph  filled with glory that is my hope  this is my prayer  to come out of this park and see us all there  gathering in a new place filled with laughter  of victory to hear you tell stories  full of wonder and mystery  that one day  will be written   in those pages   of history     written by mdlovemj4ever

Magical June

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  Can you believe that its finally here? The time I have been waiting for probably since the beginning of this year when I started noticing some really obvious clues from Michael regarding BAM day. I am not sure if I am excited, or nervous or what I feel, all I know is that I am full of hope that this month will be a magical one. For the moonwalkers who do not expect our Michael to return, (I am sure they want him to, but since they are convinced he is truly gone they know it's not an option) anyway, for them this year will be the same as every year.     like every year it will start with June 13 th which is Victory day, the day our Michael got the justice that he deserved 18 years ago.   I guess we can also call it Justice day, or in your face day, honestly I have many ideas how to call that day, all my ideas are about the things we should say to those who wanted to see Michael behind bars.   And since I have no loving words for them I will keep those names to myself, I&#

My husband Michael part 2- true love or a habit?

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  These days I am getting ready for June 25 th.  I am trying to create a meaningful video that will show my love and appreciation for the man we all just can't stop loving. Two years ago I created a short film of fans telling Michael what he means to them, it was a very emotional video, I loved the outcome. But as I said it's been two years, and so much as changed. When I started thinking about creating a similar video for this June 25 th , while creating, and editing the video, I felt that something isn’t right, something was missing. I knew what it was, it was lack of authenticity. Not because I stopped loving Michael, that will never happen. I have realized that I love him more today than I ever have, but I also noticed that my love for him feels and looks different.   I always joke and call Michael my husband, but I came to realize that maybe things are a little more serious than seemed. lately I started thinking that maybe my love for him is exactly like a real lif