he's just another part of me

  Can you believe that its finally here? The time I have been waiting for probably since the beginning of this year when I started noticing some really obvious clues from Michael regarding BAM day. I am not sure if I am excited, or nervous or what I feel, all I know is that I am full of hope that this month will be a magical one. For the moonwalkers who do not expect our Michael to return, (I am sure they want him to, but since they are convinced he is truly gone they know it's not an option) anyway, for them this year will be the same as every year.     like every year it will start with June 13 th which is Victory day, the day our Michael got the justice that he deserved 18 years ago.   I guess we can also call it Justice day, or in your face day, honestly I have many ideas how to call that day, all my ideas are about the things we should say to those who wanted to see Michael behind bars.   And since I have no loving words for them I will keep those ...

  These days I am getting ready for June 25 th.  I am trying to create a meaningful video that will show my love and appreciation for the man we all just can't stop loving. Two years ago I created a short film of fans telling Michael what he means to them, it was a very emotional video, I loved the outcome. But as I said it's been two years, and so much as changed. When I started thinking about creating a similar video for this June 25 th , while creating, and editing the video, I felt that something isn’t right, something was missing. I knew what it was, it was lack of authenticity. Not because I stopped loving Michael, that will never happen. I have realized that I love him more today than I ever have, but I also noticed that my love for him feels and looks different.   I always joke and call Michael my husband, but I came to realize that maybe things are a little more serious than seemed. lately I started thinking that maybe my love for him is exactly like a re...

  Do you ever have those days where you are telling people what you really think or feel and you know that most or all will not agree with you but you express your thoughts anyway because you value your truth more than the opinions of others on you? That's exactly what happened to me this week when I expressed that I am siding with the estate on the matter of them wanting to sell the catalog, and Kathrine Jackson being against it. Yes, I sided with the estate, and even though I knew that people will not like it, I decided to share my personal view on the subject. For those of you who do not listen to my new podcast called Faux News, that originally was supposed to be about the death hoax, and already in the second episode I decided to add more topics, which is not completely my fault, things keep happening in Michael's world, and I want to talk about it. And besides I have not noticed any new clues recently and I got tired repeating the old ones. So already on the third e...