he's just another part of me

  My dear Michael  How are you today? how have you been since That day, fourteen years ago?  you know, every year we tell you how we feel about not having you here with us the way we wish to have you here. we tell you how much we miss you what exactly we miss about you. we try our best to fill that hole with beautiful loving words. I wish we could give you more than words.  we do that all day everyday, we really don't need a special day.  that's for the ones who needs a reminder to why you are so loved.  we know why. 24/7 we know. Today I am curious about how you felt that day. and since that day. were you scared? were you relieved?  were you excited, happy, sad? all the above?  Do you miss us? I'm sure you do, but do you miss us as much as we miss you? you can't say "I miss you more" that's just simply not possible.  do you think of us daily, or are you more focused on your dreams and goals?  are you writing letters to all of us that on...

 ___THIS IS IT___ This amusement park  is big and wide it is most of the time  a fun ride i can't say i liked all it had to offer although I had lots of fun,   trust me I did not suffer. Now my day of fun is coming to an end I loved this place,  it became my friend. you see, I came here for a purpose  I wanted to believe in magic to learn how dreams come true I often dream of you  I threw some coins  in the wishing well  I made my wish  and rang the bell so now I wait to see   what happens with it all  will you suddenly rise  or are we all going to fall this feels like an end should I get back with my friend? or perhaps it is a start  of a new story  filled with Triumph  filled with glory that is my hope  this is my prayer  to come out of this park and see us all there  gathering in a new place filled with laughter  of victory to hear you tell stories  full of wonder and my...